Stress

Well after Peter and I talking seriously a few nights ago, we decided that we won't be trying to have kids anymore, at least for now. We just don't think it's the right time anymore with all the stress we are going through lately. We also agreed that we won't be spending the extra money we have and decided to start saving. So far we have been doing good in the saving department, we won't be eating out, only on special occasions, buying stuff we don't need, wasting the money in dumb stuff. I calculated that if we do this for a straight year we will have enough money to complete our wedding savings account and we could have the wedding of OUR dreams, which is really big bc we both have big families and most of the money we have will be gone only in food and we don't even have a lot of guests(Only 150 and 70% of them are kids).So if we commit to this we will have a 2009 wedding, maybe I'll wait to 2010 so we can renew our vows in our 5Th year anniversary.

It's amazing how Peter and I have stuck together through thick and thin. I really don't like his family(except his dad..RIP, and maternal grandmother...RIP), they want everything their way. and in the middle of the convo asks me why does Peter has to tell me where he is going out to and I told him because he wants to and because that's the responsible thing to do. I don't care where or who is Peter with bc I trust him but he tells me bc I tell him when I go out. He's not my father and I'm not his mother but I'd be very pissed if I came home and didn't find him home. I don't find inappropriate that a wife knows where her husband is. I always knew Italians were really possessive but this Italian family goes beyond possessive they are crazy...