Doctors Appoitment

I went to my last doctors appt.(post-op) and it wasn't a pleasant one. I have no more restrictions, no pain, he reminded me that the tumor was benign, I have no more cysts and he reminded me that in order to become pregnant I'd have to do IVF because my tubes are both damaged, I asked him if they can get damaged so quickly because I had had a surgery last year and the doctor I was seeing at the time told me everything was clear and I could get pregnant in less than a year. He then told me that it's very rare for tubes to become so blocked so fast and one of the ways for it to happen so fast was with an infection. I told him that I had a really bad infection during that surgery and he said "well there you go, that's why". He wanted to refer me to an RE so that I could try IVF but I declined. I want to take sometime off the baby thinking and see what happens, I'll ask for the referral when I go to my annual appt. in January. So we will see what will happen, I believe in miracles because I'm a miracle myself as some of you know.

I guess for now I will put pressure on Peter so he can go to the urologyst and work on getting his count up and all of that. I'll keep you guys posted on the issue.

Thanks for reading :)

More....

So on my last post I didn't mention how my vacations at Disney went.....It was fun! Peter stayed home at the end because he's a party pooper...j/k he went out with his friends that weekend. We stayed at this cool Hotel that had a door that connected us to my Aunt's room. I also got to see my cousins daughter Alicia, my other aunt from PR and many more people, we were a total of 15. It was so fun, I really miss having the whole family together. Maybe I'll post a pic or two later.

Now, Peter and I had our 2nd wedding anniversary on Sept 2nd! It was a crappy one because I was still recuperating from my surgery and was in pain but he made it sweet. He made me breakfast in bed, he even wrote me a very thoughtful letter. He wrote things I never thought he would say, I love this man so much he completes part of my life....when I have a baby my life will be complete!

I feel bad because I missed my friend's wedding that was the day before my anniversary and I was still in pain from the surgery. I don't think she understands the extent of my surgery was and how complicated it was for me because I haven't talked to her since. I hope she understands one day and that I didn't do it on purpose, I still love her and hope that she realizes that.

Well I'll be back for more another day...

Hello to ALL!

I know I've been missing for sometime but don't worry I AM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!! My computer's hard drive was messed up so I sent it to get fixed and just got it back. I thought I was gonna go crazy with out my laptop. Here is a little update on what has been going on....

I had surgery in August 14th, it went well they removed a few large cysts and a tumor that I didn't even know I had Thank God it was bening. I'm still recuperating, I'm in some pain now and them but I'm living and that's what matters to me. The doctor informed me that I wasn't going to be able to be a mother by a natural way, and that I would have to do either IVF or adopt. I still have hope and believe that one day God will give me another miracle. For now I will just sit and wait to see what our next step will be. At least I wont be obsessing with the OPK's, HPT's and POAS! I love the fact that most of the people reading this doesn't know what the bold letters mean lol

Changing the subject....Peter and I are finally going to move to another apartment by December, and I'm super excited about it. I love the idea of moving to a new place, my dad said he will come down and visit me when I move and so will my grandmother. Right now Peter is planning on visiting his mom in NJ probably by July or August, he's not sure yet when he wants to go. I'm not going with him because of the opinion that I have on some of his family members. Not that I don't like them but I have short temper and when I lose my temper I tend to be really disrespectful and I don't want anymore problems than I already have so I think it's best if I stay here in Ocala. Maybe I can have my dad and grandma come visit me while he's gone so I'm not alone in the house.


So, I want to thank Kym, Natalie and Kristen for not forgetting about me and for always being supportive

Luv ya girls!

This is it for now